January 13, 2013
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No Interest in Posting
This happens to me every once in a while. I just don’t have a pressing need to write anything here. In all actuality, I’ve been thinking about going back and protecting everything that isn’t on my sidebar, and just quitting, altogether. Honestly, I just don’t see the point of making everything in my life so public. Will wait to see if that persists or not… because I’ve been here, before, and I haven’t closed up, yet. But it is niggling, and… well, there it is.As for what’s happening around here, we’re sick. Lydia got it first on Thursday night (I think she picked it up at dance on Wednesday) and got up Friday just sobbing… highly unusual behavior for a 12-year old. Isaac followed shortly after, and transformed into some subspecies of human for about two days straight, refusing to eat or emerge from under a blanket. If you looked in his direction, he burst into tears. Owen was next… and that’s a rough one. Aaron’s still doing okay, but this morning Ethan joined the crowd, and I think Brian’s on his way in, too – he’s claiming to be dizzy and feel ‘outside of himself’. It’s not the flu – nobody’s doing anything I have to clean up, but it seems to be a fever with a hacking cough and massive dizziness with loss of appetite. A head flu? Is there such a thing? I don’t know, but we’re laying low around here, waiting for it to pass.
And that’s all I’ve got for today.
Comments (5)
sounds like influenza to me. or some form of it.
there’s always going to be times of feeling insular (pulling back) and reflective. i think you’ll find alot of people feel the same way from time to time. is there something in particular that always sparks it? at any rate, you don’t have to feel obligated in sharing everything in your life with everyone (in the outside world) but just know those times when you need to share, need to work though something, or just need to chat.. you know where to find friends and people that care. i don’t post a lot about spiritual stuff anymore.. it’s like something is holding me back – for an unseen purpose. do you get times where you type paragraphs, stop mid-way, and just close the page? *shrugs* suppose all will reveal itself in time.
I am not able to post much either.
Firstly because mostly I am angry at stuff beyond my control and I think most people do not care.
I type for a while – I have several half done blogs, but them I just put them in the draft folder. I think it is especially when everyone is emotionally spent and no one is giving a lot of feedback. It is hard to feel encouraged.
Yesterday I had a pretty hard talk with my husband. I think it went well. I would blog about it…but I just don’t see it being front page news ::shrug::
I am not doing any cutesy crafty things. I am not being amazing in any way. mostly treading water and conserving energy for what else is coming down the line.
Nooooooooo ! Don’t close up shop until I have finished reading! You know how you said you find a blog that interests you & you go back & read from the start? That’s what I have been doing! It’s just a slow process because (oh my gosh) you have got so much to read! lol
I am taking notice of what a completely different person you were at the beginning of your blog. Wow – what a change! No disrespect intended, but it seemed at first you were just….wandering & wondering lol. But now you seem so focused and narrowed in on exactly what you believe and why. It’s amazing to see such a transformation.
It’s also more beneficial for me to go back and read your actual blog posts rather than just sidebar stuff, because like you told me once before, some of that was written years ago and your ideas have changed somewhat. When I read things in order, I see the progression.
If you go then the internet, for me, will get smaller. Ugh. I need someone to read who is consistent. I kinda like you being around.
Just take some time to figure it out. Heck-post photos without words if you want. It might lead to some unusual conversations.
As for sick. I had it for a while. Missed my big trip to NYC-ugh. Now the husband has it-going on 9 days-no energy, coughing-overall miserable. He went to the doctor-they did tests and came up with a sinus infection (That I gave him) AND Bronchitis. I usually get that but managed to stay clear. In fact-it is after 4pm Sunday-and he is still in bed. IT REALLY SUCKS. But at least he is finally getting real sleep without coughing.
Hope everyone gets better quick! Thanks for posting.
xox
Hope everyone gets better soon!
As for blogging……yeah. I hear ya, and I’m there, too.